Does anyone really know how hard it is to be disabled? No, unless you are too disabled.

Being disabled is a pain in my ass!!!! There are days that I can't go to work because I'm in pain so much. Between the migraines I get (they knock me on my ass), the pain in my left leg from arthritis, the pain in my left foot from my leg brace, and the fact that I can't use my left arm and hand as well as most people about kills me sometimes. No I am not having a pity party for myself just having a bad day. I had to call into work because my left hand is going numb and I'm fighting a bad migraine--I can't sleep because of it. The house is dark and quiet but nothing is helping-including drugs.

I know that there are people out there that are worse off than me. I don't know how they handle it; maybe one of those people will see this and give me some pointers on how to help me... People say they understand but they don't; I hurt!!!!